Thursday, October 28, 2010

2 preys down~

hoi~ mgt kompom lingkup~ titas td so so~ hope both of them dapat plg kurng pown B-.. oooplisss4~ (=.=) jgn laa bg pointer ak rendah sgt.. kayh pasneh da xde daa paper ngarut.. semangat skit.. ooo yeahh.. mlm nie kne stat pulun eco.. perghh ahad di pusat sukan.. ape laa raseye~ hampagas~~~

pastu terjmpe junior kmk kt che dn td.. haha.. ank tuan kedai tuh kot?? hmm.. leh laaa usha ginehh.. hahaha.. =P hidayu kot rasenye~ hmmm.. die neh x igt abg fasi ke haaa.. asl xtegoo~ grrrr..

adooii.. cik adek kt sane asyik stress plarkk.. kesian kt die.. saba2~ lusa balik~ haha.. nk org fetch x?? =P tiket tue kang jejage.. xde tiket kang.. bek bli awal~ nsib bek mggu dpn eco n ais.. leh ronggeng jap sehari~ =))

weyhh rndu kmk kot (-~-) amacam kau haa lokh~


Saturday, October 23, 2010

desperate housewives da abes, cougar town on

2++ in da morning.. 2nd tyme i cant sleep in the night.. damn i miss her.. i do think she realise how much i do.. arinie die gy mandy air terjon.. and the same thing happens all over again.. kalo die kua je kompom2 mesti gado.. haishh.. seyes shit i tried to figure out laa kan ape reason die.. i tried blaming palapes.. blame itu.. blame ini.. but afta 1 hour tryin to sleep while staring blankly tat the ceiling.. bru ku seda sebab ape slame ni asyik mara gle die kua jenjalan kat johor tuhh.. JEALOUSY~~~ jelez ngan kwn2 die.. leh lepak2 ngn die.. walhal tugu kayu yg brada di s.alam ini still mgharap tok brjmpe.. damn sumpah bengang gle kot ektelly.. mane x nye.. kalo lepak kt sni ngn die.. balik b4 kol 6~ nehh die lepak kt sana blik smpi nk dkt tgh malam.. wtf.. fine kdng2 die kua lmbt.. ampun ahh gakk.. nie kalo kua pagy pon balik lambat? hamboih.. wats da diff when u kua ngn i?? kua ngn kwn jugak.. why can u go out with till late at night but have dat much limited time 4 me??? shit feels like wanna shout.. nk kate parents xkasi.. nie elok je leh kua.. or maybe she just dont trust me enuff?? haishhh.. nie lagy laa.. dlue tyme u pi olidae u kate segan ahh mandi manda.. susa nk jage aurat.. tkt org nmpk.. tue ngn kluarge.. nie ngn cluzmates yg bru knl 4 1 sem xdelaa segan plarkk nk mandi manda bersame?? adoi2..

ntahlaaa.. maybe i je lelebeyh kan.. ntahlaa.. feels like u've change.. i donno.. kalo nk compare ngn diri ini.. mmg laa lebeh kurang same je prangai.. tapi pahamilaa.. i olredy got an attitude prob.. where as 4 u.. i oweys look up to u as a gudgirl.. xelok laa kan ank dara wat prangai gini.. lepak2 smpi ketengah mlm.. =(

do i sound terlalu mengongkong when i talk about dis??

hmmm.. geram.. gado itu.. gado ini.. merajok.. tp.. diri sendri yg xleh tido merindui.. walhal sidia begitu tenang tido tanpa rasa ape2..

ntahlaa.. sumtimes i feel its like karma.. maybe wat i did to dat girl in p.j. long time ago is now happenin to me.. Tuhan ade cara untuk membalas umatnya trhadap perbuatan masing2.. hmm..

but if dats da case.. if wat is happenin to me is da same thing dat i had done to dat girl.. then maybe cinta ini hanya bertepuk sebelah tgn.. maybe she dont love me..

i need to sleep~ cmon.. huhu.. mgt xkatam secara sempurna lagy.. god help me.. i tried not to think bout all dis bullshit.. i wanna concentrate on my books.. but i cant do it..

im starting to think dat i've made a mistake by making dis relationship.. maybe life would be better for me n her if i kept single ='( she wouldnt have to deal with all of my kerenah.. and i could study better..