Huhhh!!

syahmie.. tabahkan diri kau..
sekejap je horrornye nnt..
takut.. =(

mom n dad n farah n kimi n iwan..
gonna misz u guys..

tok hunny bunny..
jgn rndu sye terok2 =P
sye rindu awk jugak..
love u~!!!
take cre oke..
wat next paper leklok..
sye taw susa.. tp sye taw awk leh wat pny~
gud luck~!!! =*

now i know..

wahh.. stelah trbace bnd tuh di blog org.. baru kesedar diri ku ni hina juga.. org laen dok melakukan amar maruf nahi mungkar melalui blog.. ak buat luahan perasaan.. haishh.. ngarut2 plark tue apa yg diluahkan.. hmm.. =( ampunkan hamba mu ini ya Allah.. bantu laa ak utk kekal di jaan mu yang benar.. ak ini cepat sangat fikir yg bukan2.. mungkin kah ia hasutan syaitan.. ataupun nafsu n haty ku ini yg lemah..

Hip - o - pot - a - moose

hei u.. yeah u.. to whom it may concern.. u know who u are.. wat da hell do u think ur doing?? u think ur dat good?? look at urself laaa.. nyampah dowh.. meluat taw x?? meluat.. nk termuntah.. u go n do dat stupid thing.. and think dat u've known each other well enuff?? and u think dat u have any rights towards dat person?? u think dat u deserve it?? wtf.. stop bullshitting.. ak neh yg da berkawan lebeh dr 5 thn.. 12 thn pon ade.. masing2 kenal ngn family masing2 pon xrase ak ad hak keatas mereka taw x?? im not saying dat i don care bout them.. im just saying dat i noe when people don wan to share private stuffs.. and there u go on like u've known each other all ur life.. haish. . now u go ahead and act all good.. shit.. see wat ur duin now n u'll noe dat ur not da right person to do that.. im not saying dat i neh baek sgt.. arghh.. ntah.. ble da mind set kte meyampah kt sumbudy tue.. its very hard to set it back to normal..

2 preys down~

hoi~ mgt kompom lingkup~ titas td so so~ hope both of them dapat plg kurng pown B-.. oooplisss4~ (=.=) jgn laa bg pointer ak rendah sgt.. kayh pasneh da xde daa paper ngarut.. semangat skit.. ooo yeahh.. mlm nie kne stat pulun eco.. perghh ahad di pusat sukan.. ape laa raseye~ hampagas~~~

pastu terjmpe junior kmk kt che dn td.. haha.. ank tuan kedai tuh kot?? hmm.. leh laaa usha ginehh.. hahaha.. =P hidayu kot rasenye~ hmmm.. die neh x igt abg fasi ke haaa.. asl xtegoo~ grrrr..

adooii.. cik adek kt sane asyik stress plarkk.. kesian kt die.. saba2~ lusa balik~ haha.. nk org fetch x?? =P tiket tue kang jejage.. xde tiket kang.. bek bli awal~ nsib bek mggu dpn eco n ais.. leh ronggeng jap sehari~ =))

weyhh rndu kmk kot (-~-) amacam kau haa lokh~

desperate housewives da abes, cougar town on

2++ in da morning.. 2nd tyme i cant sleep in the night.. damn i miss her.. i do think she realise how much i do.. arinie die gy mandy air terjon.. and the same thing happens all over again.. kalo die kua je kompom2 mesti gado.. haishh.. seyes shit i tried to figure out laa kan ape reason die.. i tried blaming palapes.. blame itu.. blame ini.. but afta 1 hour tryin to sleep while staring blankly tat the ceiling.. bru ku seda sebab ape slame ni asyik mara gle die kua jenjalan kat johor tuhh.. JEALOUSY~~~ jelez ngan kwn2 die.. leh lepak2 ngn die.. walhal tugu kayu yg brada di s.alam ini still mgharap tok brjmpe.. damn sumpah bengang gle kot ektelly.. mane x nye.. kalo lepak kt sni ngn die.. balik b4 kol 6~ nehh die lepak kt sana blik smpi nk dkt tgh malam.. wtf.. fine kdng2 die kua lmbt.. ampun ahh gakk.. nie kalo kua pagy pon balik lambat? hamboih.. wats da diff when u kua ngn i?? kua ngn kwn jugak.. why can u go out with till late at night but have dat much limited time 4 me??? shit feels like wanna shout.. nk kate parents xkasi.. nie elok je leh kua.. or maybe she just dont trust me enuff?? haishhh.. nie lagy laa.. dlue tyme u pi olidae u kate segan ahh mandi manda.. susa nk jage aurat.. tkt org nmpk.. tue ngn kluarge.. nie ngn cluzmates yg bru knl 4 1 sem xdelaa segan plarkk nk mandi manda bersame?? adoi2..

ntahlaaa.. maybe i je lelebeyh kan.. ntahlaa.. feels like u've change.. i donno.. kalo nk compare ngn diri ini.. mmg laa lebeh kurang same je prangai.. tapi pahamilaa.. i olredy got an attitude prob.. where as 4 u.. i oweys look up to u as a gudgirl.. xelok laa kan ank dara wat prangai gini.. lepak2 smpi ketengah mlm.. =(

do i sound terlalu mengongkong when i talk about dis??

hmmm.. geram.. gado itu.. gado ini.. merajok.. tp.. diri sendri yg xleh tido merindui.. walhal sidia begitu tenang tido tanpa rasa ape2..

ntahlaa.. sumtimes i feel its like karma.. maybe wat i did to dat girl in p.j. long time ago is now happenin to me.. Tuhan ade cara untuk membalas umatnya trhadap perbuatan masing2.. hmm..

but if dats da case.. if wat is happenin to me is da same thing dat i had done to dat girl.. then maybe cinta ini hanya bertepuk sebelah tgn.. maybe she dont love me..

i need to sleep~ cmon.. huhu.. mgt xkatam secara sempurna lagy.. god help me.. i tried not to think bout all dis bullshit.. i wanna concentrate on my books.. but i cant do it..

im starting to think dat i've made a mistake by making dis relationship.. maybe life would be better for me n her if i kept single ='( she wouldnt have to deal with all of my kerenah.. and i could study better..

ape nk dikata~

adehh..
ape nk tules???
banyak nk cakap..
tp xtaw yg mne perlu dicakapkan~
well.. first.. maybe..
haaa.. ak xdapat ptptn~!!
hadoi~~~ skrg xtaw nk survive mcm mane..
gaji mak bapak banyak.. tue yg xdpt ptptn..
tp in reality.. x mcm bnyk pon.. huhu..
sooo ak bnyk balik tok saving supaya xguna duit bli mknn~ (-0-)
seyes susaa kalau xda duit nie.. cmon JPA~!!
ble nk datang haaa~??!?!
skrg duit tarak~ anytime je leh abes~
nk mtk parents tarak berani..
dieorg pon nk pkai duit mehhh..
nk pnjm ke?? xknlaaa~
haihhh~ pkai duit raya kott?? =(
seyes ak bengang.. cmon laa...
pinjam kot~ bkn amek teros ptptn oiiii~!!!

next story...
luse ak kne botak.. untuk palapes..
haishhh.. nie yg wat tawar haty nie..
cmon laa.. of all the things in the world..
i sanggup buat anythin.. tp nie..
mmg ak xsanggup.. xtaw apesal..
dari azali.. ape kne ngene ngan rambut kompem ak sensitif~
hmmmm... ntahlaaa... masa yg akn menentukan segalanya..

hmmm.. duduk dkt U mmg susah..
stardy bkn maen sambil lewa..
gotta use ur brain~!!
nsib bek 1st sem..
leh thn laa senangnye laggy..

afta dis.. haishh.. ntahlaaa =(

cmon dean's list~!!

Keretakan Lumbar ku~

Assalamualaikum~ haha.. bru laa org islam bg salam kn~ =P adeh... di fakulti.. on9 pkai lappy kawan.. niat nk wat assignment.. haha.. tp alang2 blog je laa truss.. daa lme kot x blog.. Minggu ke-5 stardy di uitm.. assignment berlambak.. kdng2 xtaw nk wat yg mane dlue.. adoi~ (-0-) penat wooo.. ape criter erkk sepanjang 6 minggu disini?? ouh yeahh..

event 1:1st week mse tue rumaa kne rompak.. lappy.. moto.. ps2... brg kemas umi sme hlg..

nsb bek family xda pape.. Alhamdulillah~ =)

event 2:dapat masok palapes.. hahaha. tough2.. pasneh kne botaaaaaaaaaaaak~

aduhai.. xsggp.. tp xpe.. 3 thn je~ kot?? =P

event 3:ak jd class rep.. mcm kuli batak daa jadinye.. bendehari laa ak..

setiausaha laa ak.. pegy meetingnye laa ak..

sumpah td ak dgr tulang blkg ak retak.. huhuhu (-0-)

penat3.. lepas pndah teratai nie.. xtaw nk still jd ke x...

well tue je laa update yg nk di ckp kot..

ouh yeah..

lg stu..

ahad lepas daa ckup setahun ak ngn die..

hahahaha.. cdng nk gy johor..

tp umi xbg..

xpelaaa.. tggu raye je aa kot erkk?? =P

kayh~!! assignment2~

huhu (-~-)